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I sent you an email. I hope it came out articulate enough. I really miss you

urbanoaktree — Fri, 10 May 2013 21:34:07 -0400

I sent you an email. I hope it came out articulate enough. I really miss you

1856 Alford Ave, Los Altos, CA 94024. I’ll be there after May 29.

fuckmedapperqueer — Thu, 09 May 2013 10:29:32 -0400

1856 Alford Ave, Los Altos, CA 94024.

I’ll be there after May 29.

I have a postcard in my room that I have wanted to send you since January.

urbanoaktree — Thu, 09 May 2013 00:38:52 -0400

I have a postcard in my room that I have wanted to send you since January.

Blake Apple Fall. Unknown parentage. Westbrook, ME, before 1869....

fuckmedapperqueer — Fri, 03 May 2013 12:59:21 -0400

Blake Apple Fall. Unknown parentage. Westbrook, ME, before 1869. Medium-large roundish-conic-oblate hard yellow-green cooking and dessert apple with a crowned basin, a bit of faint blush and a dab of russet around the stem. Crisp, juicy, subacid and richly flavored. Will keep until just after New Year’s. Extremely rare. Mentioned in Downing’s classic Fruits and Fruit Trees of America but practically no other references exist. On the facade of one of those beautiful old brick Commercial Street buildings in Portland’s Old Port is a huge painted sign, W.L. Blake & Co Mill & Industrial Supplies. If you’ve been to Standard Bakery or Flatbread Company, you’ve seen it. No one seems to know if W.L. had any relation to the apple. We’re currently scouring the area looking for local specimens with the help of fellow fruit explorer David Buchanan and others. If you’d like to help with the search, or if you might have any information leading to the apprehension of said Blake, please contact Fedco, the FBI or the Royal Canadian Mounted Police. Z4-6. ME Grown.

Last night I saw a collaborative dance performance at an artist retreat in Plainfield and the first...

fuckmedapperqueer — Tue, 23 Apr 2013 21:06:12 -0400

Last night I saw a collaborative dance performance at an artist retreat in Plainfield and the first piece was performed by students from a deaf high school somewhere nearby and it reminded me so much of you I almost started crying. You would have really really enjoyed it.

Tallahassle - Erik Bryan

fuckmedapperqueer — Sun, 10 Mar 2013 19:27:53 -0400

Tallahassle - Erik Bryan

You keep showing up in my dreams. It’s stressful. Please get out.

fuckmedapperqueer — Wed, 26 Dec 2012 14:05:59 -0500

You keep showing up in my dreams. It’s stressful. Please get out.

I miss your eyes. I miss how I was transparent to you. You looked straight through me to all my...

fuckmedapperqueer — Mon, 10 Dec 2012 00:15:00 -0500

I miss your eyes. I miss how I was transparent to you. You looked straight through me to all my knots and snarls and told me to undo them. I miss that.

You weren’t always right, and after thinking it through I would often push back. You looked to me to bring some of your own knots to the surface, though we never ventured to undo them for each other; that was not our purpose. I miss your clarity of heart and sight.

I can’t say I want you back, but I want back your force in my life. I still feel you abandoned me, and while I’ve never needed you, I long wanted you. In any case I don’t want to go back. I want to go forward, but I know neither the words nor the desire to ask you. In all cases I wish you well.

I continue to take from you the idea of commitment. Though we failed with each other I am trying again, now, with someone else. You showed me a new way of looking at people, to see not only their here and now but to close my eyes and trust the unforeseen future. All relationships wane and wax, and have the potential to never be truly lost. With that in mind we are still in each other’s lives, albeit not directly. Your words still flash through my head often: “don’t push.” And with that most often I stop, step away. Like I did from you.

I’m not sure if this is an invitation, but I think I’m ready to love you again. I’m ready for us to come together again, reform our relationship in a way that doesn’t resemble the old one. But I’m also ready to stay away, continue to let you go. I know I have more energy than you for seeking out and untying the hardest knots. I want you to know I’ve learned.

By Kegal balls, do you mean the metal chinese palm balls that make a bell noise?

urbanoaktree — Fri, 26 Oct 2012 15:18:32 -0400

By Kegal balls, do you mean the metal chinese palm balls that make a bell noise?

I saw the “Stay Gold Pony Boy.” and thought to post it to you. Of course within the same...

urbanoaktree — Fri, 26 Oct 2012 15:14:42 -0400

I saw the “Stay Gold Pony Boy.” and thought to post it to you. Of course within the same second I read that you had posted it. You are a golden pony. This will look excellent on your wall. Also, I was in a queer anarchist zine shop last night and found a zine from the mid 90s with the photo of the two FAABs that is in your bedroom on the cover. I will post you the photo.

Do you still consider me your doppleganger? I noticed that was how you tagged the post.

I just bought this, it’s on my wall. I don’t know...

fuckmedapperqueer — Wed, 24 Oct 2012 13:40:54 -0400

I just bought this, it’s on my wall. I don’t know what else to say.

Photo

fuckmedapperqueer — Mon, 22 Oct 2012 13:17:24 -0400

“We Will Do Great Things” - Squinch Owl I saw her...

fuckmedapperqueer — Tue, 16 Oct 2012 00:52:48 -0400

“We Will Do Great Things” - Squinch Owl

I saw her play in her new band Thorn&Shout at the Bookmill.

you’ve been having dreams of isolation and lord knows, we’ve all ben changing fast but i still love you forever, and we will do great things together or apart, though i know it feels like we are wild animals, born with broken bones and i don’t know what to do any more than you, oh i don’t know what to do
and it is important to get drunk, fuck everything up and it is important to let everyone down sometimes so that you can realize just how much they mean to you, & it is important to know
that we will do great things, together or apart, though i know it feels like we weren’t made for this world, like we should never have been born
but i am glad that we were born

London dapper queers

fuckmedapperqueer — Sun, 14 Oct 2012 17:56:42 -0400

London dapper queers:

A group of London butches and transmen have recently formed a solidarity group called ‘Drake’ and have sent dapperQ some information to share with our readers.

Transmen masturbation sleeve!

fuckmedapperqueer — Sun, 14 Oct 2012 15:01:00 -0400

Transmen masturbation sleeve!:

The Bro Sleeve is the first masturbation sleeve I’ve tried and I liked it! I’m a trans* guy who doesn’t plan on having any type of bottom surgery but have had substantial cock growth from T shots. The Bro Sleeve was the perfect fit for me. I liked the “nubs” on the inside of the sleeve…they provided a sensation that definitely increased my build up to cumming. I found that if I used one hand to move the sleeve and the other hand to cover the top hole, I created a suction type sensation very similar to a blow job…for me, this took the cake!! I love blow jobs and with a small amount of lube, the Bro Sleeve simulated a BJ extremely well! I would certainly recommend this to other trans* guys (pre-op and non-op) as well as cis-guys. My only concern is the smell of the sleeve. It isn’t a bad smell, just a strange smell. And after having the Bro Sleeve for about one and a half months, the smell is still just as strong as when I first received it. It does attract lint so I store mine in a ziplock bag for the time being. Overall, I really enjoy the Bro Sleeve. It is something I use regularly now!

I hope you laugh, then say...

fuckmedapperqueer — Thu, 20 Sep 2012 22:51:01 -0400

I hope you laugh, then say “……………..what???”

Did I tell you I got cuntballs (kegel balls)? Because I did, and I’m excited. I think...

fuckmedapperqueer — Sat, 15 Sep 2012 11:20:22 -0400

Did I tell you I got cuntballs (kegel balls)? Because I did, and I’m excited. I think you’d like them too. You could run around london while exercising your fuck muscles.

Photo

fuckmedapperqueer — Thu, 13 Sep 2012 23:48:53 -0400

ridiculous photo-fabric sweatshirts

fuckmedapperqueer — Mon, 10 Sep 2012 14:51:00 -0400

ridiculous photo-fabric sweatshirts

I got beer yesterday I think you’d really like. It’s called Stray Dog Lager by...

fuckmedapperqueer — Sun, 09 Sep 2012 09:13:03 -0400

I got beer yesterday I think you’d really like. It’s called Stray Dog Lager by Brewmaster Jack. It’s entirely local to the Pioneer Valley. I went to this upscale food + liquor store that opened in NoHo over the summer and asked for their recommendations based on I know nothing about beer other than I like Negra Modela. I wish I could send you some, or better that I could send me so we could drink one together.